Where am I?

akiharo wiped the tears from his face. " what are you talking about i didn't find you did. i had nothing to do with with it.... i'm just glad your awake and not controlled by darkness...." he said with a grin. "you are whole, the heart can leave a body but the body will replace it first chance it gets and when you make friends a part of their hearts become yours. kingdom hearts is intended to give us all the same hearts become replicas of xemnas or who ever he chooses. he needs you to collect hearts to finish it. and truth is no matter how hard we try we will always collect hearts no matter what. sorry but its true. willingly or not all keyblade wielders collect hearts with out even knowing what for." akiharo didn't want this conversation to go one either.
" you could choose if you wanted to wield a keyblade would you? the keyblade didn't choose me it choose ovan but the fact that our hearts are so tightly connected to each others it lets me wield it too. i've kept my share of secrets too sayuri i've always known why i could wield a keyblade and i know why akira can too but that doesn't matter we wield one thats what matters not why or how. it doesn't make a diffrence just makes doubt ourselves." akiharo has doubted himself ever since he found out he believes thats what pushed him into darkness; wanting to prove that the keyblade choose him because he was the strong one not ovan.

akiharo listened to sayuri lecture you would think she rehearsed it for hours by how easily the word flow, but he didn't care it would take a miracle to change his mind " sure what ever. are you done. this is what i've learned: your clearly convinced i have light in me , i'm not and nothing i can say or do will change your mind about that so why bother. i just don't want to see you get hurt when i prove i'm right, but if it makes you feel any better the truth is i hope i'm wrong and your right but i can't just take a leap of faith and say i habe light when all i can feel in me is darkness.... now could we stop talking about it for now. please. let get out of here" akiharo opened a dark corridor with no effort. he saw sayuri struggle with her balance as she got up so he put his hands on sayuri's shoulders " don't worry i got your back. we'll go slow from now on live in the moment not the past. and i'll be right beside you every step of the way." he promised " i'm always with you even when we're apart." he said sounding a bit like ovan but he didn't notice. his eyes were sky blue as he smiled and spoke again. " you are my friend, scratch that your my bestfriend nothing could ever make me want to lose you nothing" he said sounding like himself again. how do i get her to se without hurting her my light is gone what little i had is gone. i know sayuri she won't let this go but if she tries to uncover the truth and i'm right what will make her want to stay. she hasn't given up because she believes she is right but if she is proven wrong she wont stay and i wont make her. akiharo was scared deep inside. "as long as you want me here. i'll be here right beside you." he whispered he didn't know if sayuri had heard him say that but he meant it.

akiharo heard sayuri say what he expected. she want him with her now he knew that much."you say that now but along the road who knows your feeling might change.... i might change and i can't say if it for the better or worse, and neither can you. you can never be certain about the future sayuri you should know that by now i do. but hey live in the moment right. now is now and you want me with you now and thats what matters. so for now i'll stay." he said with a sad smile on his face. akiharo droped his hands right when he remembered he didn't have his gloves on and put them back in his pockets.
" sorry once is enough for today maybe enough for ever. he said as he droped his gaze to the floor.
,you have always been there for me i just hope one day you can say that about me but you can't not today not yesterday not tomorrow but one day i hope. i hurt you and you know that you just don't want to believe it but i do. i will stay for now until you realize that you don't me in your life anymore. the day you do i will leave no questions asked cause i will already know the answer. its not today or tomorrow but one day you will. and i'm sorry. but i'll keep watch over you forever you can count on that. akiharo thought to himself he believed one day sayuri would want him gone. and he would leave to make her happy. but he would always watch over her to keep her out of harms way.
" so where do we go from here if what you say is true the castel is of limits sooo....?"

"what is my corridor not good enough? don't like its destination? what wrong with it?" he said as he followed sayuri through hers. he wondered what was going through sayuri's head he was confused.
" you could make new friends easily but me i act like a jerk to everyone but you. if i make another friend like you scratch that theres no one else like you, if i ever make another friend it will be a miracle." he said with a sad smile on his face
"plus i'm usually getting you bummed out in the first place like now and i bet you anyone could be a better friend than me... you know for a smart girl your really umm not smart when it comes to picking friends." akiharo said jokingly.
" guess i should be thankful for that though huh. i could never imagine my life without you and i'm proud of that because i won't have to at least not for now." he said with a smirk on his face.
"ok one question why did you pick here why this world if we can go anywhere we want whenever we want and you choose here and now because?" akiharo scratched his head and took in his surroundings with a big grin on his face.

"i'm sorry i really should learn when to stay shut shouldn't i. and even if you disappear your memory wont your hard to forget. i should know." akiharo said with a grin as he followed sayuri through twilight town. twilight town had a special conection with both sayuri and akiharo its were they grew up or well ovan and akira grew up. for akiharo it was more it was were all his dreams took place were all his flash backs took him. "sayuri i don't want new friends ether, i swear.... oh and if you wanted to be away from the castel you shouldn't have pick the world most closes to it. you want me to stop lying to you well the feeling mutual." he said.
"i haven't been to this world much but i swear i could tell you even where each tunnel will lead you or where and when the sun will set and where the best place to stare at the stars is....there are many times my dreams make me want to wake up screaming but then i have others that make me feel like i never want to wake up but those dreams are easier to be woken up from than the nightmares.....i guess this is the part where i shut before i say the wrong thing isn't it." he said with a smirk. they where standing outside the usual spot now but no one seemed to be around.

"do you ever wonder why we exist? you and me i mean you keep repeating that we weren't ment to, but yet here we are. i would like to believe that theres more to it that we are ment to do more than nothing that we aren't a mistake." akiharo walked around the usually spot trying to avoid looking at sayuri his emotions were stronger he knew any little thing he did would trigger a whole new type of emotions to rush in.
"what if theres more to us everyone has their own destiny but if we weren't ment to exist does that mean we don't have" ever word that came out of akiharo was heartfelt
"sayuri we are here... we exist for a reason if you think there is no reason then we'll make one ourselves and we can start by atleast trying to stop xemnas." not once did he look at sayuri when he spoke. he just walked around and around he must have memorized the whole place by now
akiharo knew sayuri would turn his word around in a way that would completely blow his mind. the way he sees things is the complete opposite of how sayuri might. sayuri and i couldn't beany more diffrent and in a way thats a good thing but sometimes it just drives me insane. if we ever decide to not argue we really wouldn't talk much but its arguing that get to see who she is and what she believes in. I've never really been the sentimental type person talking about my feelings isn't something that just happen but arguing is probably the best way i show i care. i must drive her crazy as well and for that i'm sorry but its how i show you i care about you and that you mean alot to me sayuri. akiharo thought to himself with a smirk.

"so we stop kingdom hearts.... we do what ever it takes." he said in more of a whisper than he expected.
he turned to see sayuri walking out the door. he could sense that something was up. something was bugging her and he started to feel it too.something was off and although he usually avoided this world as much as possible. something was missing but he couldn't sence what it seemed to bypass him.
a "normal" day for akiharo consisted of a random mission then training and sleep but today nothing seemed to "normal" everything was off. since first joining the organization akiharo has changed alot more than he himself would have expected. his way of fighting, his dreams, his personality and his beliefs in what was right and yet he is still the same the member who keeps to himself, the one who no one sees yet everyone knows he's there. nothing had changed but the things that only sayuri could really see.
akiharo followed sayuri out without a word. he would ask why they were headed this way but he didn't care. he didn't feel like talking anymore he just followed in silence. i wonder if i just left and stoped following sayuri would notice. would i be mad if she didn't or relieved? it would probably hurt deep down but i would hold it against her. at least i don't think i would.... no i wouldn't be mad. he thought to himself as he followed.