im not ok any more my feeling have gotten stronger but confused i don't know whats right anymore if right is was xemnas says it is then im not the bad guy but i feel like i am i hurt alot of people to do what is "right" but lately i feel like im hurting sayuri the most. Shes my best friend and i would do anything to keep her safe but sometimes i feel like she does't want my help i try to make her happy but i end up hurting her again. i forgot who she was that must have killed her on the inside. somethig in me says that im hurting her so i desided to leave her alone i understand if she never wants to speak to me agin. i don't know if i should leave the organizatin but it just does feel right anymore a few more weeks wont hurt though i nothing changes im leaving for good and wont look back.